Cha-cha-cha-cha-changes! ba dum dum

Bout 10 days till i go back to Idaho land. Not sure how i feel about it.

More nervous for this semester than any other for some reason. Maybe it's just having new room mates. Maybe it's new classes. or the fact that i absolutely hate the wind in rexburg and snow and stuff.
Also, everyone always talks around me like "Oh em gee, that was the hardest semester i've faced. Wow. Crying every night out of stress. No friends. Boys spitting on me. Blah blah" and i'm just sorta... expecting a bad semester. SImply because everyone else has bad semesters here and there, so it's my.. turn? Which isn't logical-- i know whether i'm happy or not depends solely on my attitude. And i have a pretty good one. Just nervous.

Kinda feel like i don't belong in one place anymore. Guess i've been feeling like that for a while though. It's just starting to hit me harder. People are becoming home to me- wherever they are. Wherever cody is, or melissa is, or my sister is, or jamie is, or my parents are, or amy or marky or a few choice other people.... but places don't really mean much to me anymore. I'd love to just travel. Go on a huge awesome road trip to alaska or go to china and teach english or just serve my mission wherever they send me. I don't feel grounded anywhere anymore.

It's weird being grown up. I still feel like i'm a little 14 year old girl sometimes. But i'm almost 20. Big difference. I know people my age and younger that are MARRIED. My sister was married at my age. I'm not quite there yet, haha.

Got some awesome stuff coming up though. Recording with Jenny Phillips. Going back to Idaho. Meeting new people. Got no real reason to complain.